Omg... Omg...Omg...That's what went on in my mind the minute I read the message that said " Hey kt lst out."

For sometime, everything went blank, as usual. I remember the seniors say," The one who starts on the first day & the one who begins on last, both lie in the same position, the day the kt is declared." No matter how much you study, or you dont, everyone shivers, we all fear, the Same- our name in the list.
Why? Nobody knows. It lies in our genes. It will happen. Every trimester gets tougher and tougher; and the list, gets shorter.

At that very moment we all realize the meaning of the phrase- My heart lies in my mouth. That fear is probably because we don't wanna be declared as idiots to the whole world-our college. Its a matter of loosing our prestige in front of our mentors. And let me tell you, when the list arrives, even the jesters of our class get serious.

Then come the emotions, laughter, joy, relief, anger, sadness....Someone needs a cigar to understand what's goin' on, someone calls for a shot, some party, some pray. Some remember their loved ones, some hug each other, give a sigh of relief, some envy. Others offer a raized eyebrow look. We curse, we wonder, we're surprized, we thank, we promise we'll do better next time, we're confused, we can't believe, we're heartbroken, we're.....nah! only some get used to it. Others perform, keep their spirits high, try harder, compete and win!
Well whatever it is it's surely a great moment for all- good or bad.
Darr sabko lagta hai
par darr ke aagay jeet hai!